New beginnings

I'm over another hump and careening towards success. Well towards another hump. I have my birthday soon so I'm sure that will be hard.

The days between Christmas and New Year felt like purgatory for me. Worse. It felt like waiting for a train that's constantly delayed.

I had an eventful time attempting to help my ex with some practical matters when noone else could or would. Simple, straightforward, matters. It felt like an excuse to me. I had to go anyway, for the boys.

So, what do you get when you put two narcissists in a pub with a loaded bank card?

Make up your own punchline.

We had a mixture of feelings towards each other. The truth is buried in their somewhere. I've broken my shovel digging for it so thinking of packing up and going home.

Is it my job to help someone just because noone else will? I always thought so. Maybe not in this case.

I am in desparate need of closure. That closure is not coming from elsewhere so I am told by a wise young elf that I need to make my own closure.

Suggestions on a postcard.

When I started my blog it was meant to always show my positive journey towards a new life. I've learnt how hard it can be to achieve that so am now resigned to simply being honest and, hopefully, showing the positive outcomes I achieve on the way.

Tomorrow is another year. Tomorrow I have no excuse not to run. I have no excuse not to start my diet - which will include three meat free meals a a week. No I'm not a 'flexitarian'. I am an omnivore. Why make up new words when we already have a book full of old made up words?

For New Year's Eve I will try and be as relaxed as my son's cat.

I don't see it happening but good to have goals right?

My boys are all faring far better than I am. I have a suspicion that my blog has been discovered by my middle child and his crush. I won't mention it if they don't.

Anyway, I will let you know how tomorrow goes. In the meantime, Happy New Year everyone!